Tuesday, January 30, 2007
FAHRENHEIT!
clemence and i
joanne and i
BLOG~! WHY?! why am i blogging?haha...just felt like bloggggiinnnggg???oh well...don't want to type anymore=)
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Monday, January 29, 2007
i changed blog skin! not like i blog much..saturday we(clemence,melody,joanne and i)went to joanne's house then went to S.H.E concert.It totally rocked! so nice lah!Joanne's dad brought us to some place for mee pok then we went back to joanne's house to do A maths.Alamak! Did for so long yet we still didn't manage to complete it lah! boring!!We left her house at 6 am just for that stupid thing and we still didn't end up in the front! GRR!!!so fustrated!! anyway, i must apologise to joanne,melody and clemence cause i had a terrible temper. i was so angry la!make us wait so long! i don't even think the so called "first 20" got a picture with Fahrenheit.The point is, i'm very sorry that i threw my temper at you guys!i promise that it won't happen again! or at least i'll try to control my temper la.. in the first place i don't think my mum will allow me out of the house again.she's so pissed she sounded like as if i justgot grounded for life lah..
after the k box thing we went to IMM for the autograph session. there was so many people la!it was shocking! i felt so tired just standing there to queue. actually i wasn't just standing. everyone was squashed together. it's so disgusting to think of it. all the sweat..eww....still, i hope fahrenheit will come again! after this whole thing that we probably planned for a month,it just ended at the blink of an eye and it made me wonder. was it worth it? of course the part where we got to see them, get autograph and shake hands was worth it, but we practically screwed up when it came to planning=) it was like a month's work down the drain.Xiao zhu's coming! i don't think my mum will allow me to go! the worst thing is gary is also coming!! this sunday!! GRR!! so so so so so so so so sian!! everything seems to be going wrong!! what should i do?!should i rebel for my freedom? or should i just hit the books and surrender to my fate?now i need to find something to motivate me to go on with this stupid school year.my life just practically got screwed up overnight! i don't even know what i should do next!i'm so tired! i hope chinese new year comes! by then we would have finished all the stupid common tests i think. at least i can rest for 4 days.
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
I'm so not in the mood to blog.. actually, am i allowed to say that? i haven't blogged in... uh..hur.... VERY LONG... oh well...WU ZUUN!!! yao lai le hor?heee... everyone must support fahrenheit! they are the best!!!
sometimes i wonder why i'm so crazy over idols.. is it the sense of excitement?my life's too boring.. nothing in my life will make me feel this sense of excitement unless it's idols. so idols are the substitutes to the holes in my heart i guess=) well! better than letting the blood overflow...uh..ok... nvm.. i'm odd... but joanne said must blog. right joannA?haha.. JUST KIDDING!oh my GOD!3rd week of school and i'm already thinking of my birthday! why?hmm.. maybe cause if my birthday comes it means that half the year would be gone! half a year of teachers, friends and my closest and worst companion, HOMEWORK..ugh..homework!! i think i need to endure for another 5 years... eek! more than that?who knows..
anyway, i love my friends! all... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 i think..let's see..who are they? let's see.. joanne,charmaine,cheryl,clemence,melody,divya and felicia!no order ok?not biased here=)actually, am i bias ah?i have no idea...
9 more days to fahrenheit.. brace yourselves..
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Saturday, December 09, 2006
woah.. didn't notice that i hadn't blogged for a long while... anyway, my brother's back and the day before yesturday i had dinner at hotel royal(steamboat) with my family as it was my da-sao's birthday. the food?BOOOO!!!!never go there!!unless there's no food on the streets and in the garbage....ok....garbage is kind of too much.haha.... oh well, on that day my brother went to get me my Ipod!! no... it's not just an Ipod...it's and Ipod video (30gb)!!! hehehe..WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!! aya.... really have nothing to post except that i'm going on holiday this monday and i'll be back on the 18th which is who knows what day....=)
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Saturday, December 02, 2006
i did the most stupid thing today man! i can't believe it!this morning i decided to not sleep.so i didn't. watched tv until my mum woke up. i was watching this stupid cooking show on channel 5.for the first time in my life i cursed and sweared while watching tv.as in seriously, i was like"fffff...fff....GRRR!!" this woman, who was the host, simply spoke the worst english i've ever heard. she was like trying to not speak singlish and was trying to have a fake american accent.i would say, cheap?ok.. not a good word but.. grr!!!come on!! who speaks such bad english?!
well, after that i turned off the tv half way through the show and went to the kitchen and my mum stared at me and asked"how come you wake up so early today?"so i mumbled,"i haven't sleep yet." she glared at me,"YOU HAVEN'T SLEEP?!HOW ARE YOU GOING TO PACK YOUR ROOM?!"pause.checks time*"i let you sleep until 1.30pm .go sleep." "i don't want to sleep....."
stares at me again*"fine. eat your breakfast and go pack your room"
seriously, my mum did all the packing like always.. i practically sat there and watched kids central(it's so nice to feel like a kid)..by the time it was 2 something i K.Oed.... slept until 7.20pm and started pannicking cause there was no sign of my mum but my room turned neat.ran to the living room to turn on the tv and waited for shrek to start. my mum came back then i realised that she went swimming+_+"'.....oh well... that's about all...can't be bothered to type.. i'm tired.
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Sunday, November 26, 2006
HEEEHEEEEHEEEE.......muahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!uh.....
hemhem*
today i am here to blog! duh....lalalala....it's 11 something at night but it feels like the night is young!!! very young indeed!oh... it's just 1 month few weeks and i'll be back in school...i'm already having nightmares...sigh....makes me feel young though.. at least i'm fearful of something. i know i'm not growing too fast...mentally by the way.....what to do? just lean back and let god take us on the ride of a life time. i am apparently at " teenage phase " where i'm suppose to make many many many mistakes and learn from it.urgh... can you believe it? that's how we grow mentally. fall and pick ourselves up... if we're too weak, open our arms and let those around us give us a lift, help us to get up on our feet and stand up with our head held high.it's simple. it's like you when you're a toddler. trying to learn how to crawl and eventually, stand up and stagger for a moment and try to get the hang of it. try to support ourselves.
when we're teenagers,we're learning to make the right decisions, training ourselves to be stronger and withstand the dangerous road to adulthood. making the wrong decisions is never just failure. it's experience. it's learning to be a stronger person.
when you're an adult,you step into the world full of competitors from work.as we compete, we learn to do it the hard way. do not pull strings,do not back stab and do not do anything guilty to your conscience to win.be kind to the people around you. even if they are your competitors or enemies, give them a helping hand when they're in need.
when you're in your mid20s to early 40s,you most likely would get married. but at this time, it is not only learning at this stage of life.it is also teaching. it is a time to teach your children.learn from them. pick up pointers you have missed out on your journey.reach out your hand to pick your children up when they fell. advise them on what to do when they're confused.
when you retire,you don't just relax. you give time to the community. help out at home.afterall, money is not everything. if i had 1 million by the time i'm 30, i may be able to buy anything. but i will definitely not be able to buy a lifetime of lessons and hardship. i may buy what i desire, but it may not bring me happiness. it may not let me feel the warmth of my family.
why have i decided to post all this? this is a reminder to myself that no matter what, i must learn my lifetime of lessons in hardship and never the easy way.however, i do not walk this journey alone. i walk through it with my loved ones and my friends, who understand, as they are going through this journey themselves. i shall look at this post when i'm troubled.the last point is that everything i do affects the people around me.
*Fan of Fahrenheit
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
somehow after suuuuuuuuuuper duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper long holidays i feel like i became a zombie for some reason. when i'm awake, i feel kinda dead...hmm.....
oh well... i was suppose to post about something but due to my pure forgetfullness..i have once again forgotten*pissed*
soooooooooooooo..................................................... I HAVE DECIDED TO TALK ABOUT GOONG.
last ep was today!!! i cried again+_+'''
somehow one part i found funny was when lu cried... i can't remember when he cried.. oh.. the part where he confronts his mum about the affair she had with his majesty.by the time the show ended i would always be angry.... who wouldn't?"muo fei....han xi?" or something like that.tooot* it just ends?!?!and there's gonna be some stupid prince hours which is not continueing the story.. grrrr...
*Fan of Fahrenheit
FAHRENHEIT!
clemence and i
joanne and i